☻✞ Secretly in pains ✞ ☻

< girl, initials: S.N, suicidal, i love to write and draw >

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i despise myself



I hate you. My soul is missing. I know you took it. I miss smiling and happiness is an outdated concept. Karma will come for you with a baseball bat, and when your blood stains the earth, I will smile. I built my castle and I will also tear it down. If you had a heart I would eat it, if you had a soul I would steal it. But I’m not cruel so I’ll just leave you alone.
I’m a friend of the devils. Are you a friend of mine?

want to find an abandoned house so i can just write.

Possibly my favourite post ever


Ive never despised anyone so much in my life more than my mom.


Two years since my best friend died. Everything gets worst with every day, I miss her so much. I let her down, I let her die, she needed me and where was I? Now it’s too late but I still love her so much.